Monday, December 8, 2008

All I want for Christmas

This year, during the holiday season, I’ve been curious about a couple things. During this time of year, everyone seems a bit friendlier, with a demeanor less self-involved. I always wonder why this is the time of year that people are more empathetic and generous. Do we try to justify and make amends for our seemingly arrogant, selfish behavior throughout the rest of the year? This is not to say that we are not kind, with a giving essence about us at other times, but why is Christmas so significant? Is it the reminder of a belief that we hold so dear to our hearts of the birth of our Savior and the true meaning it holds for the Christmas season? Or, could it be the fact that many people have more time off work to focus on everything else much more important, which is family and friends? If you were to ask me, I would say it is a combination of both. We often times feel so frustrated, stressed out, and irritable other times of the year, and although it may not be our intention to act the way we do, I think we are just finding ways to cope. It is nice to see all the smiling faces, and the gentle nature of which we hold this time of year. It really does make the season brighter for everyone. All I want for Christmas this year is not my two front teeth, but many of the same things that everyone wants. I would love more time to spend with my family, and more time at home to enjoy the Christmas decorations that I spent an entire day putting out. If I could have any material possessions for Christmas, it would be the fabric I’ve wanted to make curtains and all the accessories for my office. The other would be a commercial stamp maker to make rubber stamps for my business. I seem to be busier than I’ve been in long time. I’m working more than ever, since I now clean homes as a side job in addition to my part-time job at the mini storage…not to mention our meetings and trainings for Primerica. This is really opposite of what I want for the time being…more time at home with family. It will have to do though, since we’ve had to struggle in a backwards economy. I will keep my head up, and always remain positive, as those days in a brighter future will come full circle. I will remain in the moment of the most wonderful time of the year. I wish you all a very Merry Christmas.

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